Hello sweety, its a week today until your favourite day of the year,mummy put up the decorations & me and chloe decorated the tree but im sure you were sat on the arm of the sofa watching us and smiling. I cant believe this will be our 2nd xmas without you, as im writing these words my eyes are filled with tears and my heart breaks a little bit more as its so hard to think i will never see you at any christmas or birthday it is not right. I need you to look after chloe & mummy for me, with chloe just give her plenty of huggs as its tough for her at the moment ( teenager) lol, and for mummy give her plenty of kissy me kisses as she is missing you really badly, as for me i need a bit of both or mybe one of our humming head rubbs lol, time for me to go little man i will write again before xmas, love u all the stars in the sky....... daddy xx