Hi baby man ive tried lighting a candle for you but the site keeps crashing. Well sweety iits the time of year i now dread the most as i see all the things me and mammy would have bought you and waited to see how excited you would be on xmas morning, i miss putting up the decorations and seeing your face as you new santa would be coming soon i miss when you see somthing you wanted and you would " ask santa " for it. You held us all in a xmas bubble last year i think that was your present to us, but unsure if you could do it for a 2nd year. I will write again soon son i promise, i miss you so much and would give anything to have just one minute with you, love always, your heartbroken daddy xxx