Hello baby man, im sorry i never made it before xmas eve but plans changed. I won't lie to you & pretend things are okay as you know they are not. Its not your fault or mams fault as well as its not mine or chloes ,it just happend little man, i wish with all that i have that i could bring our family back together for xmas but you can see the strain ect it brings, i will always love you & miss you with all my soul, as you are me & i you. And i hope we all find our happiness which will always be mummy, me & chloe and you little bloke, Happy christmas my beautiful son, i wish could spend it with you xxxxxxx.