4 years ago today, you said what would later be your last words and kills me now to know that....I remember you saying "Hello mummy" and "light on'"....I couldn't turn the lights on because they were already on but because of the swelling in your eyes you thought they were off. I will always regret going for that "pup o tea" when you said "No! Pup o tea" I should have stayed and spoke to you more. I miss you so much Kieran, there is no pain like this in the world...Nothing can compare and nothing will fix my broken heart. Watch over Chloe this weekend as she goes to Paris....I'm sure she will say a 'Bonjour' in your memory and remember you as she goes up the Eiffel Tower. I found your Kidizoom SD card as I knew you would remind me of where it would be. Thank you baby man. Kissy Me Kisses.