We are at Nannys house and its so quiet and wrong without you. I went to the toilet the other night and remembered how you would always be awake playing on your PSP or watching the TV even though it was middle of the night. My heart hurts and I miss you with every waking moment. I think you have freaked Persia out because she keeps crying at nanna and following her, and Nanna just said you put red red wine on the radio. Thank you for being here even if its in little ways, I wake up everyday hoping that you will show your around in some way or another. Love you always and forever I love you Kieran Kissy me kisses Mummy